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again, i haven't updated in a while. i'm starting to feel as though journals are really pointless when you're like me and have no one to read them or comment on them. i don't have many friends on deviantart anymore, but i still use it because i find it's a wonderful outlet and place to keep and show my writing and photography. hopefully soon i will be able to start scanning in and sharing some of my pantings with you all as well. (funny how i say "you all" as if i'm actually speaking to people, ha.)
anyway, thank you all for your continued support, no matter how small. just those of you out there being a watcher means a lot to me. <3
this may be my last journal update again for a while, but if i think of anything else or if i have any comments to make about the painting situation i will let you all know. (there i go again).
i just hate feeling so obligated to update things, so i tend to be lazy with this one since no one reads my journals on here.
xx
anyway, thank you all for your continued support, no matter how small. just those of you out there being a watcher means a lot to me. <3
this may be my last journal update again for a while, but if i think of anything else or if i have any comments to make about the painting situation i will let you all know. (there i go again).
i just hate feeling so obligated to update things, so i tend to be lazy with this one since no one reads my journals on here.
xx
Update
It's been nearly a year since I've updated, I think. Usually I just come on and upload some of my writing to try and stay active on here, but I never write journal entries anymore because I don't know what to write D: I figure no one is really interested in hearing about things that are going on in my life.
My health has been off lately both physically and emotionally. I'm working on it, been in and out of the doctor's a lot for the past few months, but that's life I guess.
This summer should be pretty fantastic regardless of my health issues, and I can't wait.
Anyway, I hope all is well with everyone, and I apologize for sort of fading in
bleh
I never know what to update! I'm hardly on here as much as I used to be. I just got a new laptop for my birthday so I'll probably be on more. I have loads of writing to type out and upload on here from my journal, cause that's usually where I do all my writing.
It's just such an outlet for me. I feel obligated to update you guys because I appreciate you even following me on here at all and paying attention to what I'm doing in the slightest. It means a lot. I'm not the greatest writer, but it helps me a lot and it's always been a really good outlet for me. So I feel like I need to just continue to do it, you know?
Anyway I'm rambling and it
BACK AGAIN
Just wanted to update and let everyone know that I'm doing a bit better.
Things with the guy I've previously talked about... well they're going lots better than they were. We might have another shot at this. A real shot.
Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well. Sorry I'm so boring I don't have much to update on. I suppose in some ways my life has been rather hectic, but then again, it's not as though it's anything of importance. Just lazy things here and there... you know.
:heart:
I'm a wreck.
Long story short -
My boyfriend dumped me on Valentine's Day. Over a text message. I don't think anyone will ever understand what he meant to me, and I can't explain it. I'm hopelessly and desperately in love with him, and he has flat out told me that he isn't in love with me.
This fucking hurts. So much. And I am beyond done.
Expect a ton of writing on here because writing always is and always has been the only way I can get my emotions out.
Besides.. you know.
Relapsing also sucks. :tears:
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you paint too? jealousy